What if someone loves us and you know from that moment that you can never love that person back? How do we receive such love? How do we refuse from it and keep the friendship? Is is possible?
I remember my angel, his name I prefer not to mention. He loved me in silence while he saw me suffer in an abusive relationship. He kept me strong, kept me sane, because I had no one ten for everybody was angry at me for staying in the relationship. I was broken, down and damaged. I was left with nothing but wounds to heal. He helped me to get back on my feet. Was it love? Almost... We became inseparable but we're not an item. I know I was free but he thought, otherwise. We parted ways as if we never knew each other. He went to California, believing that we were together. Harsh I may be, I kept telling him, it never happened. I thought...Yes, but it never happened.
He said this is his song for me:
BLESSED (CHRISTINA AGUILERA)
When I think how life's used to be
Always walking in the shadows
Then I look at what you've given me
I feel like dancing on my tiptoes
I must say, everyday I wake
And realize you're by my side
I know I'm so blessed
Chorus:
Blessed for everything you've given me
Blessed for all the tenderness you show
Do my best with every breath that's in me
Blessed to make sure u never go
There are times that I test your faith
Til you think you might surrender
Baby I'm, I'm not ashamed to say that
My hopes were growing slender
You walked by in the nick of time
Looking like an anwsered prayer
You know I'm truly blessed
Chorus:
Blessed for everything you've given me
Blessed for all the tenderness you show
Do my best with every breath that's in me
Blessed to make sure u never go
2nd chorus:
Blessed with love and understanding
Blessed when I hear you call my name
(when I hear you call my name baby)
Do my best with faith that's never ending
Blessed to make sure you feel the same
Deep inside of me you fill me with your gentle touch
You know Im truly blessed
Chorus:
Blessed for everything you've given me
Blessed for all the tenderness you show
Do my best with every breath that's in me
Blessed to see you never go
(never never never go)
**yes we do keep in touch every now and then but I know what we had will never be the same again, but it was worth a try. I will always remember him as my angel who helped get my life back from someone who never knew my worth as a person, as a woman, as a partner and as a friend. TO YOU, THANK YOU.
Going through it was fine. But AGAIN!! After 4 years??!! Hey, i'm not sure if this guy is for real but the song, it was too much for me to not at least think and be concern. We only exchanged hi's and hello's in the office but last Christmas, he asked what do I want as a gift. I was kidding but I said anyway that I wanted a hardbound copy of Harry Potter 1. He didn't give that, he gave Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2). Then this song...
"Far Away"
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
**what do you want me to think and feel? although I have settled the issue through responses I sent on his email, I still need to hear what he has to say. I have no intention of leading him on, he is young and there is so much ahead of him, since he'll be leaving for california (hmmm, coincidence?). Spooky.
Still, I find this as a good song. Don't you think?
I remember my angel, his name I prefer not to mention. He loved me in silence while he saw me suffer in an abusive relationship. He kept me strong, kept me sane, because I had no one ten for everybody was angry at me for staying in the relationship. I was broken, down and damaged. I was left with nothing but wounds to heal. He helped me to get back on my feet. Was it love? Almost... We became inseparable but we're not an item. I know I was free but he thought, otherwise. We parted ways as if we never knew each other. He went to California, believing that we were together. Harsh I may be, I kept telling him, it never happened. I thought...Yes, but it never happened.
He said this is his song for me:
Always walking in the shadows
Then I look at what you've given me
I feel like dancing on my tiptoes
I must say, everyday I wake
And realize you're by my side
I know I'm so blessed
Chorus:
Blessed for everything you've given me
Blessed for all the tenderness you show
Do my best with every breath that's in me
Blessed to make sure u never go
There are times that I test your faith
Til you think you might surrender
Baby I'm, I'm not ashamed to say that
My hopes were growing slender
You walked by in the nick of time
Looking like an anwsered prayer
You know I'm truly blessed
Chorus:
Blessed for everything you've given me
Blessed for all the tenderness you show
Do my best with every breath that's in me
Blessed to make sure u never go
2nd chorus:
Blessed with love and understanding
Blessed when I hear you call my name
(when I hear you call my name baby)
Do my best with faith that's never ending
Blessed to make sure you feel the same
Deep inside of me you fill me with your gentle touch
You know Im truly blessed
Chorus:
Blessed for everything you've given me
Blessed for all the tenderness you show
Do my best with every breath that's in me
Blessed to see you never go
(never never never go)
**yes we do keep in touch every now and then but I know what we had will never be the same again, but it was worth a try. I will always remember him as my angel who helped get my life back from someone who never knew my worth as a person, as a woman, as a partner and as a friend. TO YOU, THANK YOU.
Going through it was fine. But AGAIN!! After 4 years??!! Hey, i'm not sure if this guy is for real but the song, it was too much for me to not at least think and be concern. We only exchanged hi's and hello's in the office but last Christmas, he asked what do I want as a gift. I was kidding but I said anyway that I wanted a hardbound copy of Harry Potter 1. He didn't give that, he gave Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2). Then this song...
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
**what do you want me to think and feel? although I have settled the issue through responses I sent on his email, I still need to hear what he has to say. I have no intention of leading him on, he is young and there is so much ahead of him, since he'll be leaving for california (hmmm, coincidence?). Spooky.
Still, I find this as a good song. Don't you think?
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